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Nov 25, 2006 03:03

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underratedloser November 26 2006, 06:28:38 UTC
Everything is a debate in a way. I LOVE it. Just to find a position to debate, YOU personally have to have an internal debate with yourself to find what you think.
The more you think about your first debate, your second one will be that much more better. You will be more content and confident.
At least we have reached this point though! We know what we believe is right at least. No one can take that away from us. While, other simplistic happy-go-lucky IGNORANCE IS BLISS people... gah I don't like'em, havn't even thought about step one.

Haha, mass collections of ONE thing aren't the best. I can't tame myself to focus on ONE thing. I always jump around with thoughts and puzzles. That's why complex computers I love. Mixing everyday appliances keep me happy. More content I guess. The fact I need it is not good though.

Sleep is overrated anyways. I should be doing that right now. BUT, I rather comment on peoples pages. And perhaps ponder why I would be content with eating eggs and not gelatin. For, gelatin people will kill animals for still... and eggs... no. ANnnndddd, I wouldn't know that about myself if I was asleep.

Score one for the thinking team. :)

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herbuzzy_werbs November 26 2006, 06:45:42 UTC
i love being contemplative, and i hate it at the same time. it's torture sometimes. actually, most times. because just when i think i've got everything figured out for the time being, i don't. i have a reality check where my position in life diminishes so much. suddenly i fall from the independent being of supremacy i was, to just a stupid little girl.
BUT if i didn't think this way, it wouldn't be me. i've learned to embrace the fact that i will probably never be satisfied.

sleep is a waste of time. someone could be doing something great. just think how much more we could accomplish if we didnt' have to sleep.

eggs are not actually animals. i don't feel guilty eating them. it's just like milk. i'm not ACTUALLY eating any part of an animal, just what it produces. however gelatin IS part of an animal. gelatin makes me feel wiggy inside...fat! how can people STAND it?

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underratedloser November 26 2006, 06:58:02 UTC
EXACTLY!!!!! Eggs are considered a BY-PRODUCT just like milk! It's perfect sense. It's kinda like when people make fun of vegetarians for some simplistic joy where everyone laughs with them. BUT, when they start to question and poke, why... why... why...
they get slammed. I don't care if people don't laugh with me. I know they are an ass and don't normally think. So, I totally don't care about being friends with them. I'm just a step ahead of them. That's joy to me.

I so feel you on the toture thing. It's pretty scarce to find a moment where it's benefitial. Even though it's worth it just because it makes us... US. As soon as you think you have it all connected BAM.... there is another way to think about it OR there is another variable that changes the equation of life. So then you have to start all over again.
But, that's life isn't it???
At least we're just gaining knowledge.

Kinda weird... we sum things up with a fact or theory. But, that's the tip of the triangle. There is so much more mass behind it. What shapes it. I rather understand the logic behind it and think for myself. Thinking is nice.
Makes me content. Happy even. Not in a ignorance is bliss type of thing. I'm extremely optimistic because I understand. And I can use my knowledge for good things.

Haha... sleep, so wasteful. It's kinda like in Empire Records.
There are 24 use-able hours in everyday. ANnnnddd, I believed she made cupcakes.
That's a two-fer.

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herbuzzy_werbs November 26 2006, 07:12:24 UTC
i could literally talk about this for hours, but i'll save you the trouble of typing so much. i'm sorry for dragging you into this :] but it seems that you understand how i feel and that's rare! the inner works of sammy's busy brain is perplexing. as i said before, jordynne falls asleep or tells me to be quiet. it's quite annoying actually.
you blow me away, mikey, you simply do.

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underratedloser November 26 2006, 07:34:00 UTC
Haha.... majority of the time things are always complex. But, for the instant you find something out, and for a instant I totally understand you. things are simple again! Yay! Haha. it goes complex to simple. In the same frame of mind.

It's like everything has a natural order of working out eventually. It's just patience and pushing foward that determines how soon you get there. And knowing, eventually things can turn complex again with new variables.
There is order in disorder, and disorder in order. Ever developing. BUT, that's another topic I have worked out from a movie.

I love typing, so no worries. haha. And I could talk about this for hours as well. :) :) :)
I'm glad we understand each other dear sammy! When we are silent, we are still working diligently. Same wavelength.

Haha. Jordy the sister. Awwww. I haven't witnessed your guys interactions much at all. Kinda sad. BUT, it leaves something for the future!!!

You blow my mind dear Sammy!

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herbuzzy_werbs November 26 2006, 08:07:59 UTC
if only.

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