Day 6 or something. Oh well, I knew before that I'd become lazy as soon as I'd arrive here but unfortunately, I didn't and don't have the strength to care much about it. I surf the net, I get all dreamy eyed sniffing the LUSH soaps my mum bought for me in Cologne, I listen to my mother and grandparents telling tales of the life here, and I
dream of holidays.
(I so forgot how it feels like being short sleep because of surfing the net. I shouldn't have had a look at
thatwasthen and
this_is_now, but after talking with Billie for hours about all the world and his brother and Harry Potter, Sirius, Remus, and everything, I just could not not search for some of the most brilliant entries about three years ago. In the middle of the night. World Wide Web, LJ, RPGs etc. in my bedroom = Evil.)
It's raining outside and I feel very calm and relaxed. I think I'll have to bring myself to get some work done in the next 20 minutes or so, but as long as I don't have to, I'll just keep listening to Simon & Garfunkel and be happy that it's rainy and kind of dark outside. Just because. I don't feel gloomy, I really don't, it's just... Sunshine doesn't fit me at the moment and that's okay. I'm just no sunshine person right now.