CCLXVI
My eyes hurt, my ears hurt and I tend to fidget quite a lot. So, basically, my body's telling me that he doesn't like me having troubles and stress and I tell you something: I've always known that.
Collywobbles because of oral presentations, stage-fright due to concerts and no food hours before - I'm used to that, I know that my body reacts like this. Those are situations which last a few hours at the most; I can neither eat, nor concentrate, nor speak very much for two or three hours before a certain event. I live with it like everybody else does.
However, dealing with all this shit constantly and longer than a day - impossible.
Well, I have to. I'm still working on Lady Chatterley's Lover, cutting out everything which isn't dialogue, and pondering an outline with which I can start writing this damn paper after lunch today. I'm not going to hand in something half-hearted, but I just want this to be over. To be honest, I actually thought a few times today, "Why not cancel it? You could do far better next semester. What is one grade at university? Do a class more next semester!" But fuck it. I started it, I'll finish it.
Nonetheless, improving working conditions would be greatly appreciated and heartily welcomed. :-(
Collywobbles because of oral presentations, stage-fright due to concerts and no food hours before - I'm used to that, I know that my body reacts like this. Those are situations which last a few hours at the most; I can neither eat, nor concentrate, nor speak very much for two or three hours before a certain event. I live with it like everybody else does.
However, dealing with all this shit constantly and longer than a day - impossible.
Well, I have to. I'm still working on Lady Chatterley's Lover, cutting out everything which isn't dialogue, and pondering an outline with which I can start writing this damn paper after lunch today. I'm not going to hand in something half-hearted, but I just want this to be over. To be honest, I actually thought a few times today, "Why not cancel it? You could do far better next semester. What is one grade at university? Do a class more next semester!" But fuck it. I started it, I'll finish it.
Nonetheless, improving working conditions would be greatly appreciated and heartily welcomed. :-(