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how great was my day??
1)early release
2)christian book store
3)Timmy bought me a devotional for teens, on alyses card so they both did
4)the flowers in the parking lot
5)Alyse and I bought flowers for our mommies
6)i found THE purity ring. the one.
~Sammeh Jo~
And I want to play hide and seek and
give you my clothes and
tell you I like your shoes and
sit on the steps while you take a bath and massage your neck and
kiss your feet and
hold your hand and
go for a meal and
not mind when you eat my food and
meet you at Rudy's and talk about the day and
type up your letters and
carry your boxes and
laugh at your paranoia and
give you tapes you don't listen to and
watch great films and
watch terrible films and
complain about the radio and
take pictures of you when you're sleeping and
get up and fetch you coffee and bagels and Danish and
go to Starbucks and drink coffee at midnight and
have you steal my soda and
never be able to find a book and
tell you about the tv program I saw the night before and
not laugh at your jokes and
want you in the morning but let you sleep for awhile and
kiss your back and
stroke your skin and
tell you how much I love your hair, your eyes, your lips, your neck, your ass, your...
And sit on the steps til you come home and
worry when you're late and
be amazed when you're early and
give you sunflowers and
go to your party and dance til I'm black and
be sorry when I'm wrong and
happy when you forgive me and
look at your photos and wish I'd known you forever and
hear your voice in my ear and
feel your skin on my skin and
get scared when you're angry and
tell you you're gorgeous and
hug you when you're anxious and
hold you when you hurt and
want you when I smell you and
offend you when I touch you and
whimper when I'm next to you and
whimper when I'm not and
smother you in the night and
get cold when you take the blanket and
hot when you don't and
melt when you smile and
dissolve when you laugh and
not understand why you think I'm rejecting you when I'm not rejecting you and
wonder how you could think I'd ever reject you and
wonder who you are but accept you anyway and
write poems for you and wonder why you don't believe me and
have a feeling so deep I can't find words for it and
want to buy you a kitten I'd get jealous of because it would get more
attention than me and keep you in bed when you have to go and
cry like a baby when you finally do and
buy you presents you don't want and
take them away again and
ask you to marry me and
you say no but keep on asking because though you think I don't mean it, I do,
always have from the first time I saw you and
wander the city thinking it's empty without you and
want what you want and
think I'm losing myself but know that I'm safe with you and
tell you the worst of me and try to give you the best of me because you don't deserve any less and
answer your questions when I'd rather not and tell you the truth when I really don't want to and
try to be honest because I know you prefer it and
think it's all over but hang on in for just ten more minutes before you throw me out of your life and forget who I am and
try to get closer to you because it is beautiful learning to know you and well worth the effort and somehow somehow somehow communicate some of the overwhelming, undying, overpowering, unconditional, all-encompassing, heart-enriching, mind-expanding, on-going, never-ending, love I have for you.
1)early release
2)christian book store
3)Timmy bought me a devotional for teens, on alyses card so they both did
4)the flowers in the parking lot
5)Alyse and I bought flowers for our mommies
6)i found THE purity ring. the one.
~Sammeh Jo~
And I want to play hide and seek and
give you my clothes and
tell you I like your shoes and
sit on the steps while you take a bath and massage your neck and
kiss your feet and
hold your hand and
go for a meal and
not mind when you eat my food and
meet you at Rudy's and talk about the day and
type up your letters and
carry your boxes and
laugh at your paranoia and
give you tapes you don't listen to and
watch great films and
watch terrible films and
complain about the radio and
take pictures of you when you're sleeping and
get up and fetch you coffee and bagels and Danish and
go to Starbucks and drink coffee at midnight and
have you steal my soda and
never be able to find a book and
tell you about the tv program I saw the night before and
not laugh at your jokes and
want you in the morning but let you sleep for awhile and
kiss your back and
stroke your skin and
tell you how much I love your hair, your eyes, your lips, your neck, your ass, your...
And sit on the steps til you come home and
worry when you're late and
be amazed when you're early and
give you sunflowers and
go to your party and dance til I'm black and
be sorry when I'm wrong and
happy when you forgive me and
look at your photos and wish I'd known you forever and
hear your voice in my ear and
feel your skin on my skin and
get scared when you're angry and
tell you you're gorgeous and
hug you when you're anxious and
hold you when you hurt and
want you when I smell you and
offend you when I touch you and
whimper when I'm next to you and
whimper when I'm not and
smother you in the night and
get cold when you take the blanket and
hot when you don't and
melt when you smile and
dissolve when you laugh and
not understand why you think I'm rejecting you when I'm not rejecting you and
wonder how you could think I'd ever reject you and
wonder who you are but accept you anyway and
write poems for you and wonder why you don't believe me and
have a feeling so deep I can't find words for it and
want to buy you a kitten I'd get jealous of because it would get more
attention than me and keep you in bed when you have to go and
cry like a baby when you finally do and
buy you presents you don't want and
take them away again and
ask you to marry me and
you say no but keep on asking because though you think I don't mean it, I do,
always have from the first time I saw you and
wander the city thinking it's empty without you and
want what you want and
think I'm losing myself but know that I'm safe with you and
tell you the worst of me and try to give you the best of me because you don't deserve any less and
answer your questions when I'd rather not and tell you the truth when I really don't want to and
try to be honest because I know you prefer it and
think it's all over but hang on in for just ten more minutes before you throw me out of your life and forget who I am and
try to get closer to you because it is beautiful learning to know you and well worth the effort and somehow somehow somehow communicate some of the overwhelming, undying, overpowering, unconditional, all-encompassing, heart-enriching, mind-expanding, on-going, never-ending, love I have for you.