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You know how someone can say something, and it just hurts? like flat out hurts? well yea, its the best when they dont know they hurt you bc to them it was a harmless comment. Im not talking to any of you. im talking about someone who might have an LJ, but she doesnt read mine so it doesnt matter. but she said soemthing that made me really want to change the way i look. the weight ive gained in the past few months. went from like 150 to almost 160...
:( thats a hard thing for me to want to say on here. ive always been a little bit bigger than everyone else. well i guess when youre in eighth grade and you weigh 200 lbs, thats not a "little it bigger," thats what i would consider obese. but yea, so i worked really hard over the past two years and over the summer i was at 150 and i kept that weight for about 7 months. and then a whole bunch of stuff happened. depression, the holidays, too much stress, not enough time to actually think. lol. well yea and i gained 10 lbs :(
thats so upsetting, see after working so long and so hard the littlest weight gain is just like a blow to the skull. it feel like "ugh, i failed...yet again" and esp when someone notices it and mentions...
::sigh:: i need to start dieting now. bye.
:( thats a hard thing for me to want to say on here. ive always been a little bit bigger than everyone else. well i guess when youre in eighth grade and you weigh 200 lbs, thats not a "little it bigger," thats what i would consider obese. but yea, so i worked really hard over the past two years and over the summer i was at 150 and i kept that weight for about 7 months. and then a whole bunch of stuff happened. depression, the holidays, too much stress, not enough time to actually think. lol. well yea and i gained 10 lbs :(
thats so upsetting, see after working so long and so hard the littlest weight gain is just like a blow to the skull. it feel like "ugh, i failed...yet again" and esp when someone notices it and mentions...
::sigh:: i need to start dieting now. bye.