i hope you choke and die!

Feb 06, 2005 19:30

Yeah you're a green eyed lightning bolt, and I'm a national phenomenon. Nothing's absolutely definite til it's absolutely, definitely gone. this is just for you!

YOU'LL LOVE THIS IF YOU TAKE THE TIME TO READ IT...

So, it's sad this doesn't suit you now and me fresh out of rope...Please ignore the lisp, I never meant to sound like this. So take me and break me and make me strong like you. I'll be forever grateful to this and you. It's only you, beautiful. Or I don't want anyone. If I can choose it's only you. Fix me to a chain around your neck and wear me like a nickel. Even new wine served in old skins cheapens the taste. I shot the pilot, now I'm begging you to fly this for me. I'm here for you to use, broken and bruised. Do you understand? It's only you, beautiful. Or I don't want anyone. If I can choose, it's only you. But how could I miscalculate...perfect eyes will have perfect aim. If I can choose, it's only you. We're wrecking and I'm dry like a drum, when you scream so fine I'll leave. We're stranded, we've got time and trials, measured in miles. We slave for days and weeks. It's only you, beautiful. Or I don't want anyone. If I can choose, It's only you.

i feel sad...why? i cant put my finger on it, but it might just have soemthing to do with the green-eyed boy who likes to river dance on my heart. maybe not, and ill try not to focus on it bc other than this little, tiny, insignificant spot in my heart that still longs for him, im happy and i dont need him. right? right. i mean, dougie is the most wonderful, perfect, amazing thing ever. i know he is, no doubt in my mind, and i love him very much. i almost fell asleep in his arms last night under the stars, but then i remembered i had to be home in like 3 minutes. that sucks so hard. i want to fall asleep in his arms and wake up to stare into his eyes. i dont want anything sexual, i just want to lay there. is that so much to ask for? agh, now im just whining, sorry ill stop. kay. bye.

I LOVE YOU. thats all there is to it. L-O-V-E.
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