blowing up
I blew up yesterday on a student and could barely contain myself from doing anything physical to that kid. It wasnt one of my students by the way, it was some other fucker who was trying to test me during lunch duty. I used profanity and physically threatened him, which i know I'm not allowed to do but sometime u just get pushed to the edge. I just hope someday i dont do something i might regret. I know i need to control my anger but i sometimes i wish i didnt have to.