i has become a slacker.

[herbeautyfailed]

i dropped a class today, after thinking about it all fucking week. it was one of the hardest decisions ever. like, seriously. i dropped earth and planetary science 170ac. there were so many things i didn't like about the class. i thought it'd be an interesting class about earth and planets and shit, but nope, it's about us history basically. like, the visions of america and how they changed and crap. also, the class required wayyy too much reading, like 250 pages in like 3 class periods, which like 80 a period. insanity. also, it was an upper division class, which i didn't feel i was ready for. i don't know, it was such a fucking hard decision for me. i feel like such a slacker right now, taking only 13 units. i know mathematically i can still graduate in 2-3 years. because if i stack hella classes, like at least 20, i should be able to do it pretty easily. i'm going to go speak to the freshman adviser tomorrow about it. i'm pretty worried right now if i have to graduate in 4 years, because i REALLY don't want to do that. sadly, graduating in four years is my biggest fear, oh the irony. i don't like my chem 4a class either. the teacher is terrible right now, and i feel like i'm learning crap i know way too well. at least the homework is easy as hell. one chapter a week is so easy. christ. math is also terrible, with this polish/russian teacher of crap accentness. i don't understand anything he says. i really like english at least, my teacher is so awesome and i really enjoy the stuff we talk about in the class. my class load went from 24 hours a week of class to 17, which is so nice. i really think i can do 20-24 units next semester if it's all chem/math/physics/science classes because i really like those classes. like, i enjoy writing labs, doing chem hw, and even doing math hw i don't understand. i know i'm weird. i just hate reading so much. i rather do a lab than read 50 pages of a book. and labs take hours. oh well. that is my hate ramble for now.
<3elmo
it's time to tell them all to fuck off.