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[herbalhotsoup]

i feel like im in a lucid dream that i cant wake from. i cant concentrate on anything. im totallly sirious and its beggining to freak me out.

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[jbeep]

i know what you mean. or if i dont know what you mean, it sounds a whole fuck of a lot like something that happened to me for about half a year or so. i coined it "the void". and here my friend mikio, here is what got me out of it:

ben, this really cool friend of mine, upon my explanation on this state of no concentration and continual dropped thoughts, where i just couldn't communicate anything anymore ever, he said onto me "jessica, i know what you are talking about. i went through that too. it was a problem for me, and i kept having a repeating dream about it. i was standing on the edge of a canon trying to get to the other side. but i couldn't because miles of static separated me and the other cliff and whenever i tried to jump over to it i lost myself in the static. in the last dream of those sequential dreams i simply realized that the static was an extension of myself and all i had to do in order to get to the other side was not jump and loose myself, but to think my static self over to the other side. I was the same all the static no my side or in the center of the drop or on the other side. i simply realized it and then i could think again."

hope that helps. it did for me.

[herbalhotsoup]

wow, your the second person who's said that they have experienced it. i think its getting better and that dream is exactly what i feel like. thanks for the help!