New Entry; Bad Chemistry
I'm more than ready for this tiredness to go away. I went out to buy a few things yesterday evening and had to take a nap when I got back. It was almost embarrassing, coming home from a short trip and being so knackered that I had to lay down. Not to mention that Carsis was right to warn me about lounging on the roof by myself--if he hadn't decided to join me, I probably would have fallen asleep up there. ...not that I didn't nearly do so anyway, but that wasn't because I was tired.
... one thing I'm learning from this ordeal is that I am not looking forward to regular naps being a normal part of my life. Ether, I hope there's a cure for this. I haven't heard from Jeria, and I haven't exactly gone out looking for one myself. I'm loathe to--I don't know the folk at the alchemist shop here in Dalaran well enough to trust them... especially since there hasn't been any obvious activity from Indarus since he had Carsis abducted nearly a year ago. Dalaran feels safe, but I have difficulty believing that the scheming bastard has truly lost interest in us. What if his attention has finally turned to Northrend, and he's simply biding his time until his network of informants tells him one of us is in a weakened state? This alchemical poisoning would certainly qualify; when I'm asleep, I'm vulnerable, and Carsis isn't always home. Who's to say that there isn't an employee at the alchemist shop that's taking payment from Indarus?
I'd wonder if this paranoia isn't a side-effect of the poisoning, but I've always been a little overly cautious where Indarus is concerned.
Seeing evidence of what happened the last time I wasn't every time I look in the mirror without a shirt on will do that.
Ether, I just don't know anymore. It's like there's a constant fog in my head. Maybe it's worth the risk, to have this go away.
... one thing I'm learning from this ordeal is that I am not looking forward to regular naps being a normal part of my life. Ether, I hope there's a cure for this. I haven't heard from Jeria, and I haven't exactly gone out looking for one myself. I'm loathe to--I don't know the folk at the alchemist shop here in Dalaran well enough to trust them... especially since there hasn't been any obvious activity from Indarus since he had Carsis abducted nearly a year ago. Dalaran feels safe, but I have difficulty believing that the scheming bastard has truly lost interest in us. What if his attention has finally turned to Northrend, and he's simply biding his time until his network of informants tells him one of us is in a weakened state? This alchemical poisoning would certainly qualify; when I'm asleep, I'm vulnerable, and Carsis isn't always home. Who's to say that there isn't an employee at the alchemist shop that's taking payment from Indarus?
I'd wonder if this paranoia isn't a side-effect of the poisoning, but I've always been a little overly cautious where Indarus is concerned.
Seeing evidence of what happened the last time I wasn't every time I look in the mirror without a shirt on will do that.
Ether, I just don't know anymore. It's like there's a constant fog in my head. Maybe it's worth the risk, to have this go away.