Just Putting This Out There: My ex, Kyle
wikdsushi has already seen this.
It's a PRIDE club Christmas party tonight and my ex girlfriend, that guy who is a future ftm, he's totally gonna be there, when I've been bugging him for weeks that I want to hang out and that I miss him.
And my friends warn me he has lied to them and he's an asshole...but he has always been more open with me in the past than with them. He keeps acting like he really appreciates it when I listen to what he has to say and stuff, and he said the main problem was lack of money. Plus he CANNOT plan things.
But I gave him suggestions as to things we could do that don't cost anything last night in a facebook message and also that if he doesn't want to hang out and doesn't want to be friends just tell me cause he can always be an acquaintance and have my ear and even a couple bucks if he wants and he can still hang out if he gets lonely.
He didn't reply but this morning he had a status about a stomachache and I talked to him for a bit and he thanked me for caring?
And then also the other day? He did that thing where you give him a number and he says something about you anonymously. I got:
Three Thousand Eight Hundred Six: In the least literal and most metaphoric sense of the word, you're a really bright light in the dark space I've created for myself.
I really would like to believe he appreciates me, he's just bad with expressing his feelings, and at this point I do. I just hope that is the case. My biggest pet peeve is someone pretending to like me.
Also, he has been diagnosed social anxiety, though was starting to blossom this semester, especially when we started dating.
Thoughts?
It's a PRIDE club Christmas party tonight and my ex girlfriend, that guy who is a future ftm, he's totally gonna be there, when I've been bugging him for weeks that I want to hang out and that I miss him.
And my friends warn me he has lied to them and he's an asshole...but he has always been more open with me in the past than with them. He keeps acting like he really appreciates it when I listen to what he has to say and stuff, and he said the main problem was lack of money. Plus he CANNOT plan things.
But I gave him suggestions as to things we could do that don't cost anything last night in a facebook message and also that if he doesn't want to hang out and doesn't want to be friends just tell me cause he can always be an acquaintance and have my ear and even a couple bucks if he wants and he can still hang out if he gets lonely.
He didn't reply but this morning he had a status about a stomachache and I talked to him for a bit and he thanked me for caring?
And then also the other day? He did that thing where you give him a number and he says something about you anonymously. I got:
Three Thousand Eight Hundred Six: In the least literal and most metaphoric sense of the word, you're a really bright light in the dark space I've created for myself.
I really would like to believe he appreciates me, he's just bad with expressing his feelings, and at this point I do. I just hope that is the case. My biggest pet peeve is someone pretending to like me.
Also, he has been diagnosed social anxiety, though was starting to blossom this semester, especially when we started dating.
Thoughts?