in the voice of Henry Chinasky
Things have been going slow since my last entry. I went through my worst job, a few months of being poor, unemployed, drunk, and living off striclty ramen and peanut sauce. It was miserable and hellish and I'm glad its over. For those not in the know Inow work as a hotdog vendor, or rather a hot dog driver. I pickup and deliver goods to the hot dog stands at Union Square. Its taxing work, but fun. I needed something that got me out doors and using my body, no more desk and feelings bullshit. At least not for awhile. I moved out of my old place, lost some of my best friends ever over money, and now live in a dining room. It is fun but I certainly do miss the times at Crespi, well some of them. I certaintly don't miss the mess. I now live in the god awful outter sunset at 1615 34th. Pop your head in for a visit sometime if you're in the mood. There is a shiny nickle for anyone who reads this and comes becasue of it. The love life is in shambles, no women - not even low self-esteemed ugly ones - to speak of, despite many depaerate and sad attmepts.
I've gotten tired of my life in San Francisco, school, work, the city. It all bores me very much these days and I feel a need to escape it. I'm sticking it out through school though, to much money and emotion have been put into it at this point for me to throw it all away. So for now I count down the days until I plan to move away for good, somewhere where cigarrettes and housing is cheap, the people simple, and the weather mild. Who knows where I can find all of that in one, but for now my sights are set on New Orleans. We'll see if it happens, probably not but soeone once told me it is good to have dreams. So far that advice has proven untrue.
I'm in a bit of legal trouble, which is troubling. I've had two court dates and have my very own attorney. Life will be much simpler once that ordeal is behind me. I'll either be free and clear, or serving a maximum of six months in county jail. In fact I just avoided a call form my attorney because I don't want to think about it. WELL THE NEWS IS IN!!!!! My wintesses and myself will be metting the great attorney on Feb 1, at 10am. I may or may not post details about the outcome.
I would write about things on toher frints, but there are no toher fronts in my life. I leave my house to go to school, or work, or to buy alcohol. The only thing that really keeps me going theese days are movies. My love for cinema will never die I imagine, no matter how low I get.
Signing off...
note: I'm not as depressed and cynical as this may seem. Anyone in the knoe would have known from the title of this post!
I've gotten tired of my life in San Francisco, school, work, the city. It all bores me very much these days and I feel a need to escape it. I'm sticking it out through school though, to much money and emotion have been put into it at this point for me to throw it all away. So for now I count down the days until I plan to move away for good, somewhere where cigarrettes and housing is cheap, the people simple, and the weather mild. Who knows where I can find all of that in one, but for now my sights are set on New Orleans. We'll see if it happens, probably not but soeone once told me it is good to have dreams. So far that advice has proven untrue.
I'm in a bit of legal trouble, which is troubling. I've had two court dates and have my very own attorney. Life will be much simpler once that ordeal is behind me. I'll either be free and clear, or serving a maximum of six months in county jail. In fact I just avoided a call form my attorney because I don't want to think about it. WELL THE NEWS IS IN!!!!! My wintesses and myself will be metting the great attorney on Feb 1, at 10am. I may or may not post details about the outcome.
I would write about things on toher frints, but there are no toher fronts in my life. I leave my house to go to school, or work, or to buy alcohol. The only thing that really keeps me going theese days are movies. My love for cinema will never die I imagine, no matter how low I get.
Signing off...
note: I'm not as depressed and cynical as this may seem. Anyone in the knoe would have known from the title of this post!