thunder
i miss something intangible...
i miss not knowing certain things, i miss feeling stunned by the very company of someone (and knowing it was mutual), i miss akward fumbling, i miss having faith that i would do something amazing with my life, i miss not noticing the way time flies, i miss believing 'i love you' was a forever thiing, i miss not caring if i was attractive, i miss knowing i was, i miss not being paranoid (because it has lead me to ruining great things). I miss choking on my words because you were too much for me, I miss staring at the stars and being amazed, i miss the first months, i miss the last years, i miss solid ground under my feet.
I miss the intangible things...
i miss the feelings, the butterflies, the stolen kisses, the stolen glimpses, the daydreams, the dancing, the way words would steal shut my throat and pour from my fingers.
I miss things I haven't even lost yet, because i am too aware that we lose so much.
i miss not knowing certain things, i miss feeling stunned by the very company of someone (and knowing it was mutual), i miss akward fumbling, i miss having faith that i would do something amazing with my life, i miss not noticing the way time flies, i miss believing 'i love you' was a forever thiing, i miss not caring if i was attractive, i miss knowing i was, i miss not being paranoid (because it has lead me to ruining great things). I miss choking on my words because you were too much for me, I miss staring at the stars and being amazed, i miss the first months, i miss the last years, i miss solid ground under my feet.
I miss the intangible things...
i miss the feelings, the butterflies, the stolen kisses, the stolen glimpses, the daydreams, the dancing, the way words would steal shut my throat and pour from my fingers.
I miss things I haven't even lost yet, because i am too aware that we lose so much.