"...Im skipping stones on this beautiful day..."
So, life is strange.. and beautiful. But oh so confusing at times. I have come to realize that my family spoils me. I hate it. They treat me like I am 15 years old still. Sorry, but Im 20 now and I am no longer satisfied with my family providing me all my needs. I have deciced that I need to move out. There are plenty of steps I need to take before I can do that though. Most importantly, I need a job that pays more that minimum wage. A full time job. I need to save 3,000$ downpayment So I can get a new car. All my friends are moving out of their parent's homes and most of them are younger than me or the same age as me. If they can do it so can I. The only difference is, my family doesnt want me to move out. I think my mother would keep me foerver if she thought she could get away with it. I think maybe she raised me to be dependent upon her so he would never have to be alone. Well I cant do that, I love my mother very much but this is my life and If I do everything her way... how will I ever be able to grow into the individual I would like to be? She doesnt understand... she thinks she is just being a good mother. Which she is a very good mother, but she just does not know when to back off. I hate it. She calls me when Im out and trys to tell me that I need to come home now and do homework. I know what I need to do, and I do no need her telling me. It is so frustrating.
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