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Life and all its happening interest me, very much so. I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason. Everyone has a destiny, a calling. Its just a matter of answering to the call. Doing what you feel is right. I personally already know what my calling is. Not all the details of course, but I wake up everyday knowing that all the bullshit I have gone through in my life is going to be beneficial. Beneficial not only for me, but also for the people that I will someday help. The Lord has chosen me to go through these things because He knew that I would be strong enough to handle them. I would come out in the end with my head held high.. stronger than ever. Not beaten down, not destroyed by the mishaps I have faced. I feel inspired. Inspired to shine a light on the wrongs done in this world everyday. I want to help change certain things. I want to make a difference.
I have this uncontrollable urge to bring certain things out into the open. Make them known to the world. I know that someday I will. Until that day comes I will keep all my dreams and inspirations very close to my heart, and never let anything get in the way of me acheiving my goals. I am here for a reason, and I refuse to let life pass me by without making an impression on this world. Now dont get me wrong I am not nieve. I do not believe that I am superwoman. That is just ignorance. After all, I am only one person among billions and billions. But if I can make the smallest difference in this world, I know it will affect other things as well. To every action there is a reaction. I plan to take action in ways where the reactions will be ten fold. But for now I need to start small. I need an education to strengthen my knowlegde and confidence. Kowledge is everything. Once I deepen my knowledge, I will gain the confidence I require to succeed.
If I were to relive certain things in my life, aloud to certain people.. it would be enough to make their skin crawl. I have experienced things that would cause many people to cave in over. To give up. Lose all hope. Yet I still posess an urge to be better, change things. I refuse to wallow in my pain. I know I am strong. And I am very proud of it.
I await the day when I will be able to share my stories with the world. Make a difference. And I know, that day awaits me. Now it is just a matter of taking the steps I need to prepare myself.
I have this uncontrollable urge to bring certain things out into the open. Make them known to the world. I know that someday I will. Until that day comes I will keep all my dreams and inspirations very close to my heart, and never let anything get in the way of me acheiving my goals. I am here for a reason, and I refuse to let life pass me by without making an impression on this world. Now dont get me wrong I am not nieve. I do not believe that I am superwoman. That is just ignorance. After all, I am only one person among billions and billions. But if I can make the smallest difference in this world, I know it will affect other things as well. To every action there is a reaction. I plan to take action in ways where the reactions will be ten fold. But for now I need to start small. I need an education to strengthen my knowlegde and confidence. Kowledge is everything. Once I deepen my knowledge, I will gain the confidence I require to succeed.
If I were to relive certain things in my life, aloud to certain people.. it would be enough to make their skin crawl. I have experienced things that would cause many people to cave in over. To give up. Lose all hope. Yet I still posess an urge to be better, change things. I refuse to wallow in my pain. I know I am strong. And I am very proud of it.
I await the day when I will be able to share my stories with the world. Make a difference. And I know, that day awaits me. Now it is just a matter of taking the steps I need to prepare myself.