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[her_mom_died]

hi mom
I've been dreaming about you lately
I don't remember the dreams but I just know that you were there
Do you still believe in me?
Are you still proud of me?
You haven't given up hope have you?
This really hurts. bad
No one can tell, but most of the time I'm thinking about you
Remembering things
Remembering your face and your voice
Trying to make sense of all of this
Of the mess that I have created since you left
I need you, you know?
We both need you, you were all we had
When you left, so much went with you
Please don't blame us for the way things have turned out.
We're real sorry Mom. So sorry
I think that sometimes everyone needs their mom. mommy. ma. me-me
I need you a lot of the time
You were always there to help pick up the peices
always.
Please don't give up hope okay?
And hey- say something in my dreams, anything.
Let me know that you are still here.
That its all going to be okay.
Okay?
Bye mom
L0ve- DMW