Nov 09, 2006 13:03
i'm getting old.
i used to be 14.
i used to be unborn.
i used to be 7.
and tomorrow...i'll be 40 or 50.
i figured out why i modify my body so much.
i don't want to feel invisible anymore.
i'm up to 7 tattoos and 11 peircings. that's not really that much.
in a way it's too much.
this month has been amazing/miserable. i love my roomate more than anything. we have so much fun. but i am losing touch with reality at a very fast pace.
and i'm upset. my boyfriend is going to california all weekend :(