Oct 20, 2005 09:03
Hello.
Wow it has been a really long time since I have last updated. So ill get straight to the point.
When I last left you Ben and I had broken up, and sort of to my surprise, we still are. It kinda hurts but I think I am really getting over it. I am at least happy that I got to spend all the time with him that I did. But two years with so many dreams goals and memories is hard for me to throw away, especially know that i was the one who fucked it up.
But on a lighter note. I have been having some of the best times of my life, which is something i need right now. Stephanie and I have been hanging out nonstop, as usual and i have been hanging out with good ole tara and larissa too. Im glad i can have old friends back in my life and get over all of the old shit that used to go on. But anyways Stephanie and I have been going to the beach and having some drinks and just hanging out.. nothing too big. we ate 15 dollars worth of mcdonalds breakfast the other morning and then met some nice redneck guys that took us out to the mondex to go four wheeling it was soooo fun, we got really muddy and even got in a mud fight. it was soo much fun.
Its thebest feeling in the world when you know your best friend is pretty much in the exact same situation as you, and understands everything your saying.
I love being single with stephanie I couldnt ask for a better friend through any of this.
<333 oh well i am tired of typing.
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