May 01, 2005 17:40
Friday was the most horrifying day i have ever experienced; I seriously thought i could die at any moment.
Someone really special to me, a long time ago, taught me to always watch out for signs, and friday, it seemed like they were EVERYWHERE.
I don't really want to go into detail to everyone of what i saw, but i mean if your that curious, i'll tell you personally.
Another big thing: My mom knows.
We were in the kroger parking lot, she saw it, i lied about it, then confessed knowing the lie was a horrible one, and we sat in the parking lot for the longest time talking. My mom and i have never been really close but i'm really relieved that she knows now.
But i'm better, so everythings alright........i hope.