"This ain't a party...."
What's up brohas? It's been about.....2 months since I've updated? One month? Same difference.
Lots of crazy shit has happened. My anorexia came back, and this weekend is the first time I shall have binged in about 3 weeks. I'm honestly too numb to feel bad about it.
I sent in an application for a modeling job at Acen for this Japanese designer names h. Naoto. He does a lot of gothic-lolita stuff, which I love. His desgins are wonderful. But you know, runways is obviously for sticks, which I'm obviously not, but I hope my plea of wanting to show the world [and myself] that you don't need to be skinny to be beautiful will maybe give me a shot. The pictures I took were terrible. Oh well. :'|
I'm working on an Edgar Allan Poe research paper now and it's proving to be difficult. I don't want to do the typical Poe themes, so I was thinking of doing Adventure and Humour as my topics on him. I alreayd have the Adventure outline done, but Humour is proving to be difficult.
Art sucks. Writing is null. Life is non-existant. EVERYTHING IS WONDERFUL in the totally sarcastic way.
Love my life. Seriously.