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Technically, I could consider this simply a weekend since I have today and tomorrow at home before heading to school. Technically, I could not consider how many people I'm missing. Technically, I could also not consider what I wish I had done better or differently. Technically, I probably just need a good cry, a swim in Lake Winnipauskee, some devote time and my mom's lap. Then it'll be time to head back to school. Oh, yeah, and I'm all about making some TOE nachos.
Day by day. I'm trying to appreciate each day too but it's a little difficult when I'm lonely and unproductive at home. How very odd it is to go from sleeping in a room with 12 girls, simply being with many other peers or kids constantly, to being in a house by myself. That's a lot of square footage that I could be sharing. I have yet to find the right balance between social time and personal time.
Positive thoughts: I can relax (what's that?). I am so thankful for great experiences and memories from this summer. I can trust God with the future. I can take a bath. I can play piano at my leisure. I am safe. I have food. I have shelter-- these shouldn't be taken for granted. And I can resume playing pranks on Ben in two days.
Day by day. I'm trying to appreciate each day too but it's a little difficult when I'm lonely and unproductive at home. How very odd it is to go from sleeping in a room with 12 girls, simply being with many other peers or kids constantly, to being in a house by myself. That's a lot of square footage that I could be sharing. I have yet to find the right balance between social time and personal time.
Positive thoughts: I can relax (what's that?). I am so thankful for great experiences and memories from this summer. I can trust God with the future. I can take a bath. I can play piano at my leisure. I am safe. I have food. I have shelter-- these shouldn't be taken for granted. And I can resume playing pranks on Ben in two days.