I know this is rambling...but I'm very scared and a wreck...

May 11, 2006 14:52

I'm Meg. I'm 20 years old. And I'm afraid that I may have contracted HCV.
I have never done intravenous drugs though I have snorted coke with the person I think I may have gotten it from. I spent two days over the course of two weeks snorting. I realized after two weekends of doing so, that it wasn't my thing. I felt dirty. And I didn't want to end up like my uncle. Basically. We also fooled around. no intercourse..and I think I may have gotten his fluids on me ...and I think accidentally I was cut and bled and the fluid could of gotten in there and I swallowed or got his cum on me. I don't remember. He didn't really cum since it was hard enough. He couldn't even really get hard. He said it was all the treatment he's had. But the fact is, I could really use talking to someone who's had the disease for awhile, knows the ways around it, got it through drugs or sex....or just got it.

my screenname is eternalnoir. IM me tonight or whenever you could get a chance.

I could use someone who's open minded, whos' had it awhile and knows their stuff...and who won't be extremely disgusted at me. The whole story...is pretty pitiful.I still can't believe I subjected myself to this. Thanks.
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