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It's a strange feeling, wanting something fhat you know is really stupid to even contemplate, but considering it anyway because it's just what you want to do.
I've been struggling with these thoughts for a while, and really don't know what I should, can or am going to do about it. Instead, I'm just letting it frustrate me and feeling kinda helpless. I know I could do something about it, but either of the possible outcomes scares me a bit. The longer I wait, the worse it's gonna get, but I've got no plans, nothing.
I wish life had a quicksave/load :(
I've been struggling with these thoughts for a while, and really don't know what I should, can or am going to do about it. Instead, I'm just letting it frustrate me and feeling kinda helpless. I know I could do something about it, but either of the possible outcomes scares me a bit. The longer I wait, the worse it's gonna get, but I've got no plans, nothing.
I wish life had a quicksave/load :(