Been awhile...
It's been a long, long time since I posted here...I'm still doing Xanga (link below) and update nearly every day, if you care in the least. Right now, for no reason at all, I feel kind of lonely and abit depressed...Thinking about someone who I'm sure never thinks about me, if you catch my drift. And it feels kind of weird that now I'm interested in Krysta but I feel like I'll never get over this one particular girl who does not and, more than likely, never will feel the same way I did and do about her. It's kind of like holding on to a dream that I know will never come true. Believe me, I've tried letting it go and the feeling was terrible, so now I'm clinging to it worse than ever even though I can see now, more than ever, how unlikely it really is.
I know this sounds really angsty or emo or whatever the hell you wanna call it...And I know noone can understand completely and I doubt anyone can say anything of comfort. I wouldn't ask you to, anyway, seeing as I'm just in a sulky mood and...Well, depressed that something I was so certain of so long ago seems like such a long, long shot. You may or may not know who you are (if you're even reading this) but I doubt I'll ever have the courage to bring it up anyway. I dunno...
I know this sounds really angsty or emo or whatever the hell you wanna call it...And I know noone can understand completely and I doubt anyone can say anything of comfort. I wouldn't ask you to, anyway, seeing as I'm just in a sulky mood and...Well, depressed that something I was so certain of so long ago seems like such a long, long shot. You may or may not know who you are (if you're even reading this) but I doubt I'll ever have the courage to bring it up anyway. I dunno...