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This sucks...then again, as you've noticed I'm sure, most everything I write about here sucks... But this -really- sucks. I'm faced with a dillema. I want to try and iron out a certain situation, but don't know how exactly... It involves a person that I hate with a fury and passion akin to that of a large pissed-off wolverine that has been given just enough intellegence to become manic depressive and realize it likes hurting things...and the fact that I don't want to hate them anymore. I don't really have a real reason to hate them, well...I do, actually, but that's beside the point...and I just want to put this whole messy business to rest. I'm pretty sure I'll never really like him...as long as the certain situation persists...but I'd settle for simply not having the urge to sodomize him with a belt-sander or possibly a bandsaw. I want to drop him a line to inform him of this (the part about wanting to make up, not the part about the bandsaw). Anyway...I don't know if I should, as it might just annoy him...causing him to use his unholy strangle-hold on the situation to make life miserable for me. Life sucks...blah