-you will never understand the ways i looked at you.-

[hentai_ryou]

Second day and I'm already fucking scared and sick of this. I was trying to get rid of bad old habits, but then I just give in again and again. There's never a 'last time'. I stay up late thinking about the day, regretting what I did yesterday, worrying about what I have to worry about tomorrow. I'm going insane and I don't know what to do...
I miss you Meg =( I don't see you nearly enough anymore. I'm losing it and I don't have anyone to help me find it again!
..My god I need help. And sleep. That'd be nice. Oyasumi~