first steps

[hensatc]

Its is a measure of the difficulty of the task I have set for my self
that I just weighed in,
am down 15lbs in 3 weeks and
I cant allow any sort of reflection on success.

I know, relatively, that is significant thing
I know if I continue on this trajectory my goal will be hit
I know no weight loss trajectory is constant
I know I cannot afford to fail

Id like to be ecstatic
Id like to rest
Id like not be tired
Id like to be full

but for now

I need to just keep working

so I apologize to anyone I will ignore in the next couple months