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[hensa]

I want so badly to not be in this funk.
I want every irritating boy I know that's moderately into me to either step up and care or simply disappear.
I want to take better care of myself.
I want to feel right about things.
I want to get my shit together about work, about life.
I want to be able to give love without conditions.
I want to not fear other people.
I want to let go.
I want to live life without the threat of absolution and abandonment.
I want to not be classified as damaged.
I want to forgive.

I want to be forgiven.