i miss you most of all, darling, when autumn leaves start to fall
i haven't updated in a long long time. i'm updating now to express how much i miss mike. i mean, i think about him pretty much everyday, but for some reason, in the past few days, i've been on the verge of tears during band. i think it's because rc is such an ass, and i think about how band used to be. and maybe its because i hang with his dad all the time, and i see how much he misses him. i guess i dont really get why things like this happen. this may offend some people, but i have a really hard time believing in a god that would take away someone who had barely lived life. i miss him a ridiculous amount. i can't stand it.
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