Warm night
dream: I fall onto the asphalt as I'm searching my pockets for something I need. I stay down to pet a cat that's at the top of some stairs. I realize that whoever's landing I am on might be concerned that I'm sitting outside their door. I walk down the stairs to my apartment and see part of some naked womanly legs through the window. In my apartment I get chastised for something to do with seeing women's legs. I'm on a bus with my professor and some students. He is totally chatting it up with some female students on our way to a party. The party is a community art space with lots of pine cabinets, a wood stove, mellow lighting. The girls there are beautiful and well dressed and one looks me over and smiles as I walk in. Seconds later she spills water on me. My roommate holds me and starts to press a pressure point in my side asking a question I can't fully hear or understand. They press harder and ask a different question equally unintelligible. I ask "What the fuck are you doing?" and they push their finger into my side until I start screaming. The more I try to get away the harder they push. When I push my fingers into them I can only feel them pushing into my own body.
life: I wake up sweating and panting.
life: I wake up sweating and panting.