Breaking Point
I am about to break under my house mates. i cant even leave my things in the living room anymore; even though i use whatever it is they want me to move [ various things] in the living room. For example I putr my shoes on and off in teh living room. They live in a bag so trhey dont get in the way of people. My mags are all in the living room because i sit at the sofa and spend hours reading them over and over again. Its my favourite space surly im allowed to do what ever i like in my own loiving room. The drying clothes are hanging in the living room so i can keep watch as i read my books.... It all makes perfect sense to why i leave various things in the living room.
The chairty bags are in the living room because im waiting for the delivery man to come and pick them up [ i stupidly forgot to put them out] But its not even * mine* as such, a semi messy living room for the sake of chairty isnt a bad thing. Its nothing compared to other places. I spend every day cleaning the figging kitchen so they have space to cook and stuff but that goes un noticed. I vaccumed the living room and the stairs and that goes unnoticed too. Its as if they are expecting just because i dont study anymore; and just because i work part time; that i should be the one constantly cleaning up after their figging mess.
It truly is doing my head in. I cant even talk to anyone about it. I dont trust anyone anymore.
So what shall i do? Do i bear and grin it? do i just tell them to piss off or what?? I wan t to get on with them but i feel like im expected to pull my weight with everything. Its getting to the point my own room is a complete bomb site because im al;ways downstairs cleaning the communal spaces. I dont see them cleaning the bathroom.
The chairty bags are in the living room because im waiting for the delivery man to come and pick them up [ i stupidly forgot to put them out] But its not even * mine* as such, a semi messy living room for the sake of chairty isnt a bad thing. Its nothing compared to other places. I spend every day cleaning the figging kitchen so they have space to cook and stuff but that goes un noticed. I vaccumed the living room and the stairs and that goes unnoticed too. Its as if they are expecting just because i dont study anymore; and just because i work part time; that i should be the one constantly cleaning up after their figging mess.
It truly is doing my head in. I cant even talk to anyone about it. I dont trust anyone anymore.
So what shall i do? Do i bear and grin it? do i just tell them to piss off or what?? I wan t to get on with them but i feel like im expected to pull my weight with everything. Its getting to the point my own room is a complete bomb site because im al;ways downstairs cleaning the communal spaces. I dont see them cleaning the bathroom.