Feb 12, 2009 00:40
The Lie
I look at it every day
It stares back and no matter what I say
Always, always, I hear it ply, "I love you"
I don't know why, I don't know how
But it's programming seems to sound
Any thing off that comes from out of the blue
"I love you" and thus it lies
All the while waiting, and bides
Its time for the right time of night
And there it waits for time to end
What it knows it can not mend
All due to a fright, all because of a light
And so we sit here on and on
Conversations always drawn
And it says, "I love you."
But it lies and I know the truth
And it knows that when I reply
That I will also lie, "I love you too"
~~~
Propagandize me
I think I'm dieing
The soul is weak
Losing my love
Propagandize me
Take a Breath
Shaky Release
Erase my Dreams
Propagandize me
~~~~
Goddesses and Gods
Goddess swirling all around
Come to me, within resound.
Silently speak my name
And wash away all my shame.
For within is so without
When the lie is all about,
For they find and terrorize
Everything within our eyes.
God of our sun like deity,
Come and save us from this uncertainty.
The lights are getting oh so bright.
The fire is our only light.
Tied to stake and Burning
We wonder forward with our yearning.
But damned to death are we
In this time of uncertainty.
Goddess so bright in the night,
High above while shining light,
Keep us in your cool regard
As we try to listen hard
To your words of majesty
In this time of tragedy.
For we all are but children
And as such we try to defend.
Keep us here you bright three,
With bird and beast and with bee,
As we try to wonder why
With a deep and thoughtful sigh.
This is just a solace now
For while we take our lasting bow
We will only see you, bright
In your glimmering, shining light.
~~~
Sicker than you
I'm sick, that's true
But I'm not sicker than you
you can't see, but its there
everything from which you stair
What is happening to you now
As you sit there on the ground
You hate me, I know that's true
Because I'm not sicker than you
And I may think and I may move
But we aren't the same.. me and you
~~~
Confusion
Confusion in my brain today
How and when did this thing...wait
When did I turn into this?
My brain confused I make a wish
When did this happen to me
No upset, just worrying free
Take my brain and smash it there
Because right now I'm so confused not to care
I want to think, but not about this
Because it confuses me like a swish
"When did this happen again?"
I ask to anyone who is a freind
~~~
Touch Me
Touch me again my love
You fingers on my flesh
You know that I enjoy it
As my moans start afresh
I want you to touch me
Feel around deep inside
Probe my depths with your fingers
Where all my thoughts reside
I want to touch you love
Feel you on my skin
I want to know that
What ever I do will win
I want to see you smile
And gasp with pleasurable delight
I want to hold you close
As our breast heave in the night
I want to touch you love
As you touch me again
Under the sheets
In our large, large bed
I want to see the stars
That you bring home every night
I want to be with you
Even in the light
~~~
(More to come)
for thulie and gabby to read,
poem