Feb 23, 2005 14:43
Look at that fuckin sun! if it frosts again I'm going to get very sad.
I think the way society has brought us up, we feel we need to be doing something between the hours of 8-4. or. 9-5. I want a day off. I need a day off. a day that I'm not given off.
I havent been sleeping in my bed lately. I looked at the extra bed in neals old room last night and it looked more welcoming.
I want to take everything out of every box and put it back where it belongs.
the smallest things make me happy Ive noticed lately. but only lately have they become abundant. today in Mcdonalds I was standing next to someone who I knew was in my Math Class and he was waiting for food like me and I turned to him and said hi. and he said in the calmest most comfortable soft voice Hello. and I dont like the guy and I dont know him, but just the fact that he said hi to me like he knew me was nice. and how I pass people in the hall and notice them and most of the time they dont say hi and so I just act like I dont notice them, but today while rushing to class I saw Buddy walking out of the room and I didnt expect him to say hi but he grabbed my arm and I swung around and said hi back. And I like how people get excited about me and for me. Like when I told Ryan I had a surprise for him I liked that he sounded excited that he had to wait. I like when he's happy. I like when I get along with people. I like that I'm smiling a lot lately.
I Do not like the Itunes Shuffle.
work tomorrow. Kristi asked me to take her shift next saturday from 10-4. I said sure and she said she could take one of my shifts if I wanted. it's still far away because I dont even have my sched. for next weekend yet. but if I do take it I'll get a few more hours = few more dollars. I'm starting to build my savings account back up. because about 3 months ago I had 70 dollars in it. where, about a year and a half before I had about 500 dollars. Im trying not to spend as much because I know I'll need that money for when I'm on my own.
my dad found a house for him to live in until we buy an actual house for the family. atleast Ill have a place to stay when I visit because it has like 2 bedrooms. I'm gonna be getting like...3 new rooms in the next year.
maybe he lost control fucking with the radio,