Nov 21, 2004 21:50
My mom always says, that when I get scared I should just think of christmas. because my grandma used to tell her that. and my grandma is the queen of christmas.
I just want to pull a blanket up to our heads and have you hold me.
I want to watch High Fidelity.
I have the strangest cravings. mostly for soda and cuddeling.
work monday and tuesday. and then nothing until NEXT thursday. crazy shit huh.
My heels are digging into the dirt. Im surprised I can walk at all.
in a way I'm glad neal is home. I sleep better. not because Im worried about him. but Ive slept in the next room with him for 15 years. its just easier to know that he's there in case something happens. or maybe, that the noises are from him, and not from some stranger.
first with you hands then with your mouth,