maybe the most fun i've ever had in my life...
[As I re-read this, it seems to include obvious and recurring sexual connotations. I wanted to clarify that though these may have arisen as a byproduct of some of the language chosen, they were not my intent to communicate. This leads me to wonder, however, if I make a subliminal connection between the evening's events and my preconception of the sexual act. My understanding of human sexuality is far too poor and vague for me to have set up such a metaphor consciously.]
I win.
I have taken all the things they said I couldn't have, and dismissed the nagging, plaguing, eye-corner spectres. Toxic light, smoke, loud noise: those three days of painful realization.
Realization that wasn't, because maybe you're just a little bit correct, and, cryptically as ever, I've been saying something very similar recently. That's what most of the answers are going to be, or the other way around; it's all the same. But I'm right also, in all that it took to get here; in everything that has brought me here. But now isn't that just half the fun?
And never, never will we do it again, all together in the same place. And finally, thankfully, it doesn't even matter that its over...
And there we all were, and here we, the passionate, go again...
And, as ever, I fell to the ground with her .
"Don't dream it...be it..."
(What you have just read has been ::gasp:: an untainted happy entry)
I win.
I have taken all the things they said I couldn't have, and dismissed the nagging, plaguing, eye-corner spectres. Toxic light, smoke, loud noise: those three days of painful realization.
Realization that wasn't, because maybe you're just a little bit correct, and, cryptically as ever, I've been saying something very similar recently. That's what most of the answers are going to be, or the other way around; it's all the same. But I'm right also, in all that it took to get here; in everything that has brought me here. But now isn't that just half the fun?
And never, never will we do it again, all together in the same place. And finally, thankfully, it doesn't even matter that its over...
And there we all were, and here we, the passionate, go again...
And, as ever, I fell to the ground with her .
"Don't dream it...be it..."
(What you have just read has been ::gasp:: an untainted happy entry)