Jun 28, 2004 21:53
Since I haven't had anything to say in a few months I filled this out. I've never done one of these before.
What is your name?: Michael Brendan Doyle
Are you named after anyone?: My father
What's your screename?: GreatMorel813
Would you name a child of yours after you?: no
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Rae
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: I wouldn’t
any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: Dole
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: no
Basics
Your gender:: Male
Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight
Single?: yep
If not, do you want to be?: no
Birthdate:: January 29, 1988
Your age:: 16
you act: 16, I think
Age you wish you were:: 8
Your height:: 5'9"
Eye color:: Green
Happy with it?: yes
Hair color:: brown
Happy with it?: no (black)
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty
Your living arrangement:: family, animals
Your family:: Mike, Kalli, Me, Alexa, Cat, Rat, Guinea Pig, Tortoise
Have any pets?: yes
Whats your job?: landscaping
Piercings?: two in the chest (surface, not nipples)
Tattoos?: no
Obsessions?: none
Addictions?: AIM
Do you speak another language?: spanish
Have a favorite quote?: no
Do you have a webpage?: no
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: I live in that which has passed, and that which I must control
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: no
Do you have any secrets?: maybe...you’d have to try me, I guess
Do you hate yourself?: flesh and bone
Do you like your handwriting?: I wish it was readable
Do you have any bad habits?: That seems to be what people call it, yes
What is the compliment you get from most people?: understanding; good listener
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Roche 5
What's your biggest fear?: Sentience
Can you sing?: not at all
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: If you think this you don’t know me well
Are you a loner?: Not any more.
What are your #1 priorities in life?: Die when I can leave those who I love at peace. Reach this state enduring the least possible amount of pain and anxiety. Learn as much as I can about the natural world.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: never
Are you a daredevil?: haha...no
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I can’t relax and enjoy myself
Are you passive or agressive?: passive
Do you have a journal?: online and written
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength: perseverance, problem solving
weakness: anxiety, weak person emotionally
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: I'd be more outgoing
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: no!
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Every missed opportunity to experience something is a regret; every mistake leaves a scar.
Do you think life has been good so far?: yes
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Always make decisions in terms of compassion as well as risk and benefit. Never make decisions without considering reprocussions --- they are inherent whenever anything is moved or changed.
What do you like the most about your body: My general build; my eyes
And least?: My face; my dick
Do you think you are good looking?: hideous
Are you confident?: never
What is the fictional character you are most like?: Victor Frankenstein
Are you perceived wrongly?: Sometimes
Do You...
Smoke?: no
Do drugs?: nothing bad
Read the newspaper?: no
Pray?: actually...you could probably call it that
Go to church?: I went ONCE and it was CREEPY
Talk to strangers who IM you?: no
Sleep with stuffed animals?: yes
Take walks in the rain?: when I can get out
Talk to people even though you hate them?: Surprisingly, yes, and I keep my cool
Drive?: yes
Like to drive fast?: yes
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: someone complimented me once
Hurt yourself?: yes, SI habit
Been out of the country?: Greece and Ireland
Eaten something that made other people sick?: Does insecticide count?
Been in love?: love is an emergent behavioral trait in sentient beings to promote fitness. I’ve never felt it.
Done drugs?: nothing serious
Gone skinny dipping?: nope
Had a medical emergency?: no
Had surgery?: no
Ran away from home?: no
Played strip poker?: no
Gotten beaten up?: no
Beaten someone up?: no
Been picked on?: through most of elementary school
Been on stage?: with the orchestra
Slept outdoors?: yeah
Thought about suicide?: I’ve prepared for it three times; came close once
Pulled an all nighter?: yes
If yes, what is your record?: hmm...2 nights?
Gone one day without food?: haha..yeah, food sucks
Talked on the phone all night?: no
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: no, but that sounds nice
Slept all day?: yeah
Killed someone?: no
Made out with a stranger?: no
Had sex with a stranger?: no
Thought you're going crazy?: Dissociative panic attacks feel that way
Kissed the same sex?: no
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
Been betrayed?: yeah, but I expect so little from others that I don’t care
Had a dream that came true?: It happens at least once a week but never anything big or useful...little scenarios, emotions, gestures, places I haven’t seen yet or don’t see often.
Broken the law?: yes
Met a famous person?: yeah
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: I don’t know what to blame myself for any more
On purpose?: no
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: yeah
Stolen anything?: no
Been on radio/tv?: in fourth grade
Been in a mosh-pit?:no
Had a nervous breakdown?: once
Bungee jumped?: no
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: yes
Miracles?: no
Astrology?: It doesn’t make sense to me, but it’s often accurate
Magic?: yes, but not in a traditional sense
God?: life long atheist
Satan?: no
Santa?: hmm...as the spirit of giving, I guess
Ghosts?: been back and fourth most of my life, but currently no
Luck?: no
Love at first sight?: pheramones.
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: Antithesis is inherent in nature. Balance is always achieved.
Witches?: no
Easter bunny?: fuck the easter bunny
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: probably
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: I haven’t found one. Don’t look too hard.
Do you wish on stars?: On the whole macrocosm.
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: no
Do you think God has a gender?: no
Do you believe in organized religion?: They exist. They give some people peace. Don't they?
Where do you think we go when we die?: Into the earth. Into everything.
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yes
Who is your best friend?: I’ll have to list 3. Each one is something very different, but I’m close to all: Danny Flynn, Janet Dashevsky, Sam Whitehouse
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Janet or Danny
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: "Protect yourself"
Your favourite inside joke?: "Kinda...eerie about that window...huh?”
Thing you're picked on most about?: Uptightness
Who's your longest known friend?: Chris, but we’re not in touch any more. Sam after him.
Newest?: Mike B.
Shyest?: Me
Funniest?: Sam
Sweetest?: Amanda
Closest?: Danny, Janet, Sam
Weirdest?: Molly
Smartest?: Lauren K., Rimma
Ditziest?: right now...SAM
Friends you miss being close to the most?: Amanda, Janet
Last person you talked to online?: Danny
Who do you talk to most online?: Danny, Caitlin
Who are you on the phone with most?: Amanda
Who do you trust most?: Danny
Who listens to your problems?: Haha...everyone these days.
Who do you fight most with?: Alex
Who's the nicest?: Briana
Who's the most outgoing?: Amanda
Who's the best singer?: Emma
Who's on your shit-list?: Chris, Eric, Rizzo
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: who else would I think about having sex with?
Who's your second family?: Danny, Janet, and Briana
Do you always feel understood?: less than half the time
Who's the loudest friend?: Lauren K.
Do you trust others easily?: it takes about nine months before I trust people, but after that I can be naieve about it.
Who's house were you last at?: Sam’s
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Janet’s
Do your friends know you?: I think so
Friend that lives farthest away:: Josh S.
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: It was defined earlier
What do you find romantic?: Holding each other
Turn-on?: nuzzling, hugging from behind
Turn-off?: expectations
First kiss?: never been kissed
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: anxious
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: Knowing them, befriending them, and trusting them.
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: This is the only way I’ll enter a relationship with someone.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: no one I’ve found unattractive.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: hideous
What is best about the opposite sex?: girls are easier to talk to
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: cattyness, grudges, hidden messages
What's the last present someone gave you?: The good deed of hauling Sam’s shit trailer out of my yard from Ben.
Are you in love?: no
Do you consider your significant other hot?: if I had one, I’m sure I would
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: Amanda
You wanted to kill?: Sam
That you laughed at?: Mike B.
That laughed at you?: Ben H.
That turned you on?: no idea
You went shopping with?: my mother
That broke your heart?: It doesn’t matter today
To disappoint you?: Sam
To ask you out?: Carrie G.
To make you cry?: Briana, but it was nostalgia
To brighten up your day?: Danny
That you thought about?: Janet
You saw a movie with?: Danny and his dad
You talked to on the phone?: Dane
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Danny
You saw?: my sister
You lost?: No one. Many have walked away.
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: no....it’s late
Will it be with your significant other?: no
Or some random person?: no
What are you wearing right now?: underware
Body part you're touching right now:: abdomen
What are you worried about right now?: preparing for a music lesson
What book are you reading?: Survivor by Chuck Palahniuk
What's on your mousepad?: A cartoon about vaccinations
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: Lonely, tired, anxious, worn-down, dirty
Are you bored?: yes
Are you tired?: yeah
Are you talking to anyone online?: no one I care about’s on
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you lonely or content?: lonely
Are you listening to music?: London After Midnight