I'll lock myself alone in a room, drink until the clock strikes noon
...With just a pen, a pill, and some paper.
So, Taste of Chaos is tomorrow. And I never thought I'd say this...
but I am not even excited...at all.
And that makes me feel very selfish, because I know there are some people that would love to go, and would be excited beyond belief, but that cannot. Hopefully I'll be pumped for it tomorrow.
Why am I not excited? Well...my mother is one of the main reasons. Her, and the fact that Heather and I are not getting along. That makes me want to just either a] go alone or b] not go at all. I don't know. *Insert noise of pure frustration*
On with other things, I went to the dentist today. My face swelled, my teeth hurt, and my jaw ached.
Finished all my homework before 6.30pm...that was nice.
I am sicker than hell. I tend to always be sick on days I got to concerts, and I'm sure tomorrow will be no exception.
There's no heart, nothing, in this update; I'm not feeling it at all.
>>>Alex
And you can cry all you want to
I don't care how much
So, Taste of Chaos is tomorrow. And I never thought I'd say this...
but I am not even excited...at all.
And that makes me feel very selfish, because I know there are some people that would love to go, and would be excited beyond belief, but that cannot. Hopefully I'll be pumped for it tomorrow.
Why am I not excited? Well...my mother is one of the main reasons. Her, and the fact that Heather and I are not getting along. That makes me want to just either a] go alone or b] not go at all. I don't know. *Insert noise of pure frustration*
On with other things, I went to the dentist today. My face swelled, my teeth hurt, and my jaw ached.
Finished all my homework before 6.30pm...that was nice.
I am sicker than hell. I tend to always be sick on days I got to concerts, and I'm sure tomorrow will be no exception.
There's no heart, nothing, in this update; I'm not feeling it at all.
>>>Alex
And you can cry all you want to
I don't care how much