May 01, 2005 22:13
If there is grass in the field play ball.
no grass in sight.
no one decent for me to want to spend time with.
no options.
no special thoughts about anyone.
its, just.
been playing video game alot lately.
its fun. then you have to leave the world of xbox and ps2 and face that fact that...
I WILL BE ALONE FOREVER!
seen some sexy guys.
its just the age thing that i think gets to them most.
i hate hate hate guys my age and i just about only get along with guys older than me.
i wish it was true, i wish i could say i love you.
been there done that.
and there is no such thing to me.
i lie.
there is.
intoduce me people, i need to get into the "dating word".
i know of zero people to date, i need some options as of...NOW.
maybe.
maybe he's out there.
god im such a fucking chick.
not all the time. just when im...(as the dredded words come to my lips)....lonley.
~ikkiN