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well, havent actually written in uh quite a while, and i am only doing this cause i am felling very disappointed in myself. I have managed yet again to screw up my school greades and now i am failing most of my classes for the year. Perhaps worse than that though I have been an ass to those who have ever cared fr me. Now that I relize this, it is too late. I am not who i used to be, wether that is for better or worse i shall never be sure. There was always one girl that always had a place in my heart and always will, I managed to forget just how much she meant to me till she was gone, now she is gone forever and i will miss her dearly. Well I know that none if this matter to the like .153 people who read this but i felt like i had to write it so i never forget, even though this scar will never disappear.