hello
hello again everyone. Right now iam coming up on some very very big decisions in my life. Iam now going to be exiting highschool this year. Iam pretty happy about it but man its a little bit scary. iam going to be going to collage this year and stuff so. Then thier is the girl problem again. rrrrrrr girls are alot of hard work. I dunno the one iam after is really cool and i like her alot but she doesnt know yet i think. I hope that when i tell her she is very accepting to what i have to say and i hope she feels the same way i feel about her. Iam not gonna go to school tomorrow because i hate school and i dont wanna go to class so my mom said i can stay home. I feel very happy right now but for some reason i feel a dark cloud comeing and when it comes my life is gonna flip upside down and iam gonna be a in a big shit hole. I cant tell what it is but its not good because alot of big decisions are gonna be made in my life in the next month or two so iam a little scared right now and dont know what to do but i dont think anyone can help me until the cloud has gotten hear. I really hope when the bad stuff happens it doesnt happen for too long. From my history though my happyness never lasts long. it always is breif and then in moments it ripped away and then a big long heard of crap just happens so i dunno all i can do is just hold on tight and ride through it all i can hope is that my friends will be right thier beside me when it happens pushing me through it all. well that it for now iam gonna go watch t.v. until i fall asleep good night everyone
~David
~David