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So I'm sitting here in my old townhome typing on my ex's comp. She and her friends are out spray painting a rock or something. I don't know nor do I care. I feel like I'm waiting for something and I have no idea what that is. A sign and comment something. We are waiting for each other, which is true. She wants to be with me and I want to be with her, but what I'm not grasping is the break. I mean time apart yeah I guess that makes sense but to what end? I fucking hate LJ drawing me here to post my thoughts because I don't have anyone to talk to about my feelings about her and she doesn't really give a damn. I'm just confused as to what's happening and I would feel much better off with closer. Though apartly one day she wants to marry me, when exactly that is is another question. Aight I'm done discussing my pathetic life with people whom I never see.