i want out
i want so desparately to return to the philly area........
i'm not happy here. i'm not forming any solid bonds...my school-life is lackluster...my love-life is devoid of romance and intimacy. i feel hollow and cold. i feel empty. i feel like nobody here really cares about me, and i hate that. i hate the feeling that i'm really alone.
i can't wait until this god-forsaken semester's over and i can go back home.....to friends, to my family, to the ones who do care.
there is nothing for me in new england, i know that now. i don't know why it took so fucking long to sink in.
and now.......i've got to figure out how to get myself out of this. how to get out of this school and into a local one...how to find a place of my own in Pa and support myself there.
wish me luck.
i'm not happy here. i'm not forming any solid bonds...my school-life is lackluster...my love-life is devoid of romance and intimacy. i feel hollow and cold. i feel empty. i feel like nobody here really cares about me, and i hate that. i hate the feeling that i'm really alone.
i can't wait until this god-forsaken semester's over and i can go back home.....to friends, to my family, to the ones who do care.
there is nothing for me in new england, i know that now. i don't know why it took so fucking long to sink in.
and now.......i've got to figure out how to get myself out of this. how to get out of this school and into a local one...how to find a place of my own in Pa and support myself there.
wish me luck.