Jul 17, 2005 02:08
men. you drive me wild, and to my knees...
then insane.
so the men in my life have got me confused. i should really call them boys...none have yet earned the title of 'man'.
there's the one i broke up with, who i'm still seeing, who i could very well fall for...if i weren't so afraid...if i trusted him more...if i were ready for that...
and the other, who i can't figure out...he seems genuine, but i feel he's lying to me...he's already shown so much dishonesty...i'd like to be his friend, i think, if he could stand it
and the one in cali, who teases me nightly....he has no idea....hehehe
and the one in new york, who i ought to forget, but never could manage
i love and hate you all, respectively.