"it's complicated"

Jan 17, 2013 19:47

Helsinki was my first love. We were young and wild together, but that chapter has been closed for good. I guess we'll always be carrying the torch for each other, but I can't say I'd particularly miss her. Those weren't exactly happy years.

Amsterdam and I, oh, we embraced each other with ardour. Eventually, some things about her character drove me nuts and I thought that I would've had it again, that grass would be greener on the other side. Yet every time I go back to her, I listen to her soft, alluring whispers with a bleeding heart. Perhaps we were meant to be together? I may never know.

London I always had a huge crush on, but we haven't really got intimate yet. This might change - and I have inkling that come the spring and summer, it will - but for now, she's just someone I find myself watching in awe, hoping that some day I could rightfully claim her as mine. But she's been acting all impassive and self-contained and I'm not always sure if I'm ready to put up with her froideur.

It could be worse, though: if London is a tough mistress, then New York is the cruelest dominatrix one can have. She'll be all mead and honey until she's lured you in and then she'll keep beating you black and blue. Note to self: keep it casual with her, whatever she might make-believe... Besides, London gave me her first kiss today! Right now, I wouldn't want to be with anyone else, although I can hear the siren calling...
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