If I could find a way...

Dec 14, 2007 02:35


She feels like she's lost everything.

Everything she used to know is gone.

All the people she trusted, all the people she knew they're gone.

Courtney, Jansen, Fe, Laura Lynn... Justin.

Now she just has Sam and Alli.

If I could turn back time
If I could find a way I'd take back those words that hurt you and you'd stay

She never thought her life would end up this way.

Everyday she's surrounded by the paparazzi, following her every move, watching everything she does.

She would have never thought that things would end up this way. Losing most of the custody of her children to Kevin. Yeah, that really got her. If she had known that this is how it would end maybe she would've done something different.

I don't know why I did the things I did I don't know why I said the things I said
Pride's like a knife it can cut deep inside
Words are like weapons they wound sometimes.

She used to think she could see her future... getting married to Justin, having children with him. But he's gone now. He has Jessica Biel. She wonders what he sees in her. What's so great about her anyway? Isn't it kind of strange that she has a brother named Justin? Maybe this will be another one of Justin's three or four year relationships.

I didn't really mean to hurt you I didn't wanna see you go I know I made you cry, but baby
If I could turn back time
If I could find a way
I'd take back those words that hurt you
And you'd stay
If I could reach the stars
I'd give them all to you
Then you'd love me, love me
Like you used to do
If I could turn back time

He used to love her. He said that he would've done anything for her. And now... it's gone and things will never be the same.

Her life feels like it's falling apart, over and over again.

She wonders what it would've been like if things had worked out different.

My world was shattered I was torn apart
Like someone took a knife and drove it deep in my heart
You walked out that door I swore that I didn't care
But I lost everything darling then and there

She realizes she'll never get it all back... and he seems to have moved on with his life and for some reason she's still in love with him after all this time.

Too strong to tell you I was sorry
Too proud to tell you I was wrong
I know that I was blind, and ooh...
If I could turn back time
If I could find a way
I'd take back those words that hurt you
And you'd stay
If I could reach the stars
I'd give them all to you
Then you'd love me, love me
Like you used to do

She fells like she's going to break down, everything has slowly been falling apart since he left her all alone, and it doesn't seem to be getting any better.

It all used to be so much easier. If only it had all turned out different. Justin would never have taken her kids from her, right?

Ooohh
If I could turn back time
If I could turn back time
If I could turn back time
ooh baby
I didn't really mean to hurt you
I didn't want to see you go
I know I made you cry
Ooohh
If I could turn back time
If I could find a way
I'd take back those words that hurt you
If I could reach the stars
I'd give them all to you
Then you'd love me, love me
Like you used to do
If I could turn back time (turn back time)
If I could find a way (find a way)
Then baby, maybe, maybe
You'd stay
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