why is everything so different now?

[heltaskkkelta]

i cant even look at you the same anymore...but your right, it is my fault...i fucked things up...but all i wanted was for you to actually care about what i tried to talk to you about...it cant be the same anymore..it will never be like it used to be...but either way im done arguing with you...i now see that you are too stuborn to listen to what i

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[silentteers]

not once did i say it was all your fault...i said you guys blame it all on me, and you do!
another thing is i know you guys care about me and i care about you too~
you said i got all defensive...hun, you were the first one to get all defensive! me and michelle were sititng there joking around with you about everything and you were mean the whole time..
saying i hurt you and i will eventually find out how...BS cyrus, don't pull that! if i hurt you and you are going to say something...TELL ME!
you say you tried but act as if i haven't!
i didn't get pissed off last night till you through something in my face, something you know nothing about...something i don't bring up, i don't talk about!
Look, im not bitching at all about you writing this because this is how you feel, but when i write something you write back to me BITCHING at me becuase you do no agree of how i felt...
maybe if i felt you understood me, i would talk to you guys about this all and why i am acting and doing the things im doing...
i love you and sarah, and im sorry if i hurt you, i don't know what i did and i don't think i did anything to hurt you but im still saying sorry, but you both hurt me...sarah, in ways i can't even explain anymore! you can't look at me the same anymore...i don't remember the last time i looked at the either of you the same...

Love~ Jamie