It's been a while! really like 1 year! I'm getting to old for a personal blog...
OMG I haven't update this blogs in ages! like one year I think.
It's been long time since I need the urge to write about my life because I feel it's not longer necessary (?). I used to have blogs everywhere and I used to write detailed post of my everyday life including everything that happened to me during the day, feelings, emotions, who I meet, what I watched, listened and ate. EVERY SINGLE DAY.
Now that I think about it seems so troublesome. Well those where times where I was at the university, blogger was active and people actually maintain their blogs with cute personalized servers and domains. It was a good time, I was studying college and I had tons of free time for drawing, reading, writing and watching anime after finishing homework, The lovely life of a student!
Nowadays things are so different. I have a good job but it keeps me away from the computer for quite long time and actually I don't feel like coming to post about my job and write detailed post about what happened in my day.
I don't know why but I feel the Internet used to be a very safe place for me where I could share my feelings and thoughts, nowadays with the social media it feels quite different. Since family and people that knows you in real life can access to your stuff, I feel less and less inclined to share very personal aspects of my life and stuff... quite ironic right?
Maybe I just grew up and I'm more concerned about actually LIVING my life than writing about it, maybe my feelings and my emotional state have become so stable and perfect that I no longer feel the urge of telling the world about my mood swings (because there is not mood swings at all) I'm so happy with my marriage, I feel so safe that it's quite like a peaceful routine where I not longer feel the need to talk about love.
I have been checking my old post and god... I was such a kid, getting excited about simple things and getting depressed because of a rejected love. How naive I was about love! I had no idea what a real relationship was... I feel like I have suddenly grow so much.
Thankfully, getting old doesn't mean I have to stop playing videogames, reading fantasy books or drawing. I feel that I'm the same person as always but with a lot of experiences that allow me choose wisely and improve my life style.
However I'm still watching Pokémon, playing DOOM and drawing fanarts about the fandoms I love.
It's been long time since I need the urge to write about my life because I feel it's not longer necessary (?). I used to have blogs everywhere and I used to write detailed post of my everyday life including everything that happened to me during the day, feelings, emotions, who I meet, what I watched, listened and ate. EVERY SINGLE DAY.
Now that I think about it seems so troublesome. Well those where times where I was at the university, blogger was active and people actually maintain their blogs with cute personalized servers and domains. It was a good time, I was studying college and I had tons of free time for drawing, reading, writing and watching anime after finishing homework, The lovely life of a student!
Nowadays things are so different. I have a good job but it keeps me away from the computer for quite long time and actually I don't feel like coming to post about my job and write detailed post about what happened in my day.
I don't know why but I feel the Internet used to be a very safe place for me where I could share my feelings and thoughts, nowadays with the social media it feels quite different. Since family and people that knows you in real life can access to your stuff, I feel less and less inclined to share very personal aspects of my life and stuff... quite ironic right?
Maybe I just grew up and I'm more concerned about actually LIVING my life than writing about it, maybe my feelings and my emotional state have become so stable and perfect that I no longer feel the urge of telling the world about my mood swings (because there is not mood swings at all) I'm so happy with my marriage, I feel so safe that it's quite like a peaceful routine where I not longer feel the need to talk about love.
I have been checking my old post and god... I was such a kid, getting excited about simple things and getting depressed because of a rejected love. How naive I was about love! I had no idea what a real relationship was... I feel like I have suddenly grow so much.
Thankfully, getting old doesn't mean I have to stop playing videogames, reading fantasy books or drawing. I feel that I'm the same person as always but with a lot of experiences that allow me choose wisely and improve my life style.
However I'm still watching Pokémon, playing DOOM and drawing fanarts about the fandoms I love.