Feelin Down
Whoever-
You ever notice when you make some big life changing decision the way you went always seems to be the wrong way?
I'm really really missing Jeff right now. I'm kinda torn between him and this other guy Alex, but neither are plauseble right now. They both have gfs and both seem to be really happy. The Alex guy I think I'm actually finally getting over. It helped when we got moved the other day in Bio class.
But, Jeff is harder. I'm kinda in one of those moods where I hate we aren't together but in a sad way I'm happy he is happy. He seems to really like his new gf, Madison. She is a lot like him. I guess he just really needs a punk, quirky, spontanious, kinky gf.
I hate the holidays. I'm not used to being alone this time of year, and I swear every one of my friends actually has someone. All of my friends are in good relationships where the one they are with is being really sentimental lately. I'm happy for them but jeez I feel alone.
Hope everyone else is okay and doesn't find me too dreary to talk to....just having one of those really sad days.
Hel
You ever notice when you make some big life changing decision the way you went always seems to be the wrong way?
I'm really really missing Jeff right now. I'm kinda torn between him and this other guy Alex, but neither are plauseble right now. They both have gfs and both seem to be really happy. The Alex guy I think I'm actually finally getting over. It helped when we got moved the other day in Bio class.
But, Jeff is harder. I'm kinda in one of those moods where I hate we aren't together but in a sad way I'm happy he is happy. He seems to really like his new gf, Madison. She is a lot like him. I guess he just really needs a punk, quirky, spontanious, kinky gf.
I hate the holidays. I'm not used to being alone this time of year, and I swear every one of my friends actually has someone. All of my friends are in good relationships where the one they are with is being really sentimental lately. I'm happy for them but jeez I feel alone.
Hope everyone else is okay and doesn't find me too dreary to talk to....just having one of those really sad days.
Hel