this is rip-out-my-hair style stress.
this is how i feel... about EVERYTHING.
my mom is coming to visit me this weekend. im always glad to see my mom, but because its so last minute i have a lot of preparing to do. im also worried that this visit will just be a crying fest. both of my parents are getting really emotional over some issues.
my cat eats pasta with italian dressing. what a fuckin wierdo.
i never see my best friend. this upsets me. i feel like we have all of these big things happening in both our lives, and we dont even see each other enough in the day (if we see eachother at all) to really catch up. i miss her.
today was sharisse's birthday. i had fun celebrating it with sheela.
this week has been so emotionaly draining and scary but i feel like i have nobody to really talk to about it. ive been feeling very alone. i know that my friends have my back, but sometimes thier actions do really match thier words. ive been calling josh everyday for about 4 days, even leaving a message in which i was crying. i guess he didnt care/was too busy to call me back. that kind of thing really hurts my feelings. i hate to always be the one needing large amounts of emotional support, but right now is really hard for me. i need to vent.
my room/house is a fucking mess. ive been doing the dishes every night, but they never seem to go away. i need to do laundry but i have no money. financial problems suck so much. i wish that you could live a normal life without money. everything is so goddamn expensive.
i need some sleep. i have things to do tomorrow. (maybe)
ugh.
my mom is coming to visit me this weekend. im always glad to see my mom, but because its so last minute i have a lot of preparing to do. im also worried that this visit will just be a crying fest. both of my parents are getting really emotional over some issues.
my cat eats pasta with italian dressing. what a fuckin wierdo.
i never see my best friend. this upsets me. i feel like we have all of these big things happening in both our lives, and we dont even see each other enough in the day (if we see eachother at all) to really catch up. i miss her.
today was sharisse's birthday. i had fun celebrating it with sheela.
this week has been so emotionaly draining and scary but i feel like i have nobody to really talk to about it. ive been feeling very alone. i know that my friends have my back, but sometimes thier actions do really match thier words. ive been calling josh everyday for about 4 days, even leaving a message in which i was crying. i guess he didnt care/was too busy to call me back. that kind of thing really hurts my feelings. i hate to always be the one needing large amounts of emotional support, but right now is really hard for me. i need to vent.
my room/house is a fucking mess. ive been doing the dishes every night, but they never seem to go away. i need to do laundry but i have no money. financial problems suck so much. i wish that you could live a normal life without money. everything is so goddamn expensive.
i need some sleep. i have things to do tomorrow. (maybe)
ugh.