basicly........a rant.
soo things have been super busy. ive been working a TON of hours at Heritage Hell and my check will refelct taht...thank god!
i have been busy completely RE-doing my room. im talking new furniture, new wall,hangings, new sheets (maybe ill get for my birthday?) im trying to be responsible and grow up a little bit, and get organized (for me).
i think im ready for the next stage in my life and i really just want to be out of school. to me, when im in school, it feels like im back in HS, trying to make good grades and i dont.
True, i have total b.s. classes this fall.....but they are so bs i am not motivated at this point to go. mostly because i have to pay for it myself. Yea they are art classes, but do I, Heather Pisano, really need a painting class? i know the basics on how to mix to get a color i want, so basicly i am taking this class to paint a rock, and learn how to stretch canvas...oh joy. cant wait. 400$ a month so i can paint a fucking rock. not to mention the price of paint/canvas/wood. all my hard work this summer will be worth a painting of a fucking rock. at least ceramics i will be learning new stuff...that is actually cool.
i dont want to have to sacrifice my artistic ways to paint a rock in the naturalistic way. i am not motivated to paint a rock, because the rock dosent motivate me. thats how i roll, im not impressed, i dont paint it. a flower, motivates me. its beautiful, its ALIVE, and it feels nice. a rock is cold, hard, and gray, and very not interesting. (to me, maybe you like boring rocks..who am i to judge?)
idk, i guess after 14 years of school, year 15 is looking pretty shitty
maybe this whole blog was pointless because i will like all my classes and will look forward to going...JUST because they are art classes. who knows. i am just hoping i can find a job when i am done with all this bull.
ok....that was my rant for the day
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i have been busy completely RE-doing my room. im talking new furniture, new wall,hangings, new sheets (maybe ill get for my birthday?) im trying to be responsible and grow up a little bit, and get organized (for me).
i think im ready for the next stage in my life and i really just want to be out of school. to me, when im in school, it feels like im back in HS, trying to make good grades and i dont.
True, i have total b.s. classes this fall.....but they are so bs i am not motivated at this point to go. mostly because i have to pay for it myself. Yea they are art classes, but do I, Heather Pisano, really need a painting class? i know the basics on how to mix to get a color i want, so basicly i am taking this class to paint a rock, and learn how to stretch canvas...oh joy. cant wait. 400$ a month so i can paint a fucking rock. not to mention the price of paint/canvas/wood. all my hard work this summer will be worth a painting of a fucking rock. at least ceramics i will be learning new stuff...that is actually cool.
i dont want to have to sacrifice my artistic ways to paint a rock in the naturalistic way. i am not motivated to paint a rock, because the rock dosent motivate me. thats how i roll, im not impressed, i dont paint it. a flower, motivates me. its beautiful, its ALIVE, and it feels nice. a rock is cold, hard, and gray, and very not interesting. (to me, maybe you like boring rocks..who am i to judge?)
idk, i guess after 14 years of school, year 15 is looking pretty shitty
maybe this whole blog was pointless because i will like all my classes and will look forward to going...JUST because they are art classes. who knows. i am just hoping i can find a job when i am done with all this bull.
ok....that was my rant for the day
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